A One Way Voyage........

I live life not the way I want it. I live life the way I decided. Decisions never always reflect what you want. Whether it's a mistake or not, it is the way God wanted it to be. Not known for now, but there is a reason, for I have died once, yet lived again. Be it fraught with upsets, at the end of the road, for as long as I can say "I have not harmed a soul", then it withstood the waves and the journey was perfect.-Falcon116

Thursday, December 24

SUNRISE OR SUNSET?

"I've been so busy...It's been a while since I last posted..." has become so much of a cliché in this blog. As I've said in my previous blog, my postings are going to be far and few between. Well, it has. I would have loved to share every moment of my life, but a lot has happened that are so private and emotional I can't even begin to talk about it.

I've left Darwin on the 5th of December, went to Singapore, then Malaysia (Genting) and back to Singapore on my way to Manila.


Arriving in Manila on the 10th of this month was such a great relief. I thought I'm where my heart is. It felt like hearing that 'CLICK' when you push a clinch in a lock and you know that it fits, it's right and it works. Knowing this holiday is some sort of a retreat for me, a time to reconcile with my self, my past and time to re-evaluate the future. In spite of that, I fully intend to enjoy and make the most of the two months I have with my family and friends while I'm here.

So far, I've been appreciative of what's come my way, not thinking about the vexations in life. We've been to Boracay, Dumaguete and Apo Island. We'll be heading off to Dipolog on our way to Cagayan de Oro after Christmas.

Of all these places I've gone, a monumental event occurred in Dumaguete and Apo Island where I have confronted an ugly thing of the past. I'd like to think it was a success but the real test will have to happen before the new year, away from Dumaguete and away from the person who's aided me the most to conquer this curve.

I will blog about all my experiences and the beauty of Philippines next time. But for now, have a safe Christmas everyone. Thank HIM for the beauty and all the blessings instead of the paroxysms in life for this ain't Disney World. You only get one go on this ride.